omfg

i teared when i realised there're so f-ing many things i ought to do and i haven't done.
i teared when heartbreaking moments appear before my eyes.
i teared when sad melancholy music play.
i teared when there's really so much to life to everything i do.
i teared when there's nothing more real than this.
i teared when i realised i am just not making sense in many things anymore.
i depise this feeling. since many years ago. and i'm feeling it again every now and then.
is there really more to this?
omfg, what have i been doing??!!!


But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can't hear me
When I say softly, slowly

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today


i'll just start with the closet first.