OC

it's the 3rd day of OC and C&S team has been slacking like nobody's business. we just had breakfast, i'm waiting for lunch now. aprilyn is watching taiwanese variety show and kwan aik is reading his 'five pple you'll meet in heaven'. haha.. all 3 of us seriously think that E blk is too far and will probably 'move in' to the OPS room. other portfolios have been working hard, preparing presentations, proposals blah blah blah..
anyways, OC has been pretty fun so far despite nothing to do except watching tv, videos, dance videos, silly videos, various schools' mass dances. oh acjc's one is pretty cool. oh my. haha aiyah it means slack now, suffer later.
i have to make breakfast next wed with junhong and jackson. hahaha. hope we will be able to cook something simple yet nice. haha. can't cook for nuts u know.. except some spagetti and instant noodles.

i miss shopping

alrite, to more slackings now... hahha

pheww

thank god =)
it's not tt bad after all.
in fact, i'm pretty glad for the results.
calls for a big big self reward.
HAHA

lulu and museum

past few weeks of being a lulu promoter...



asian civilisation museum



while waiting for my sister to finish work to bring us out for dinner. haha



dinner @ thai express and dessert @ max brenner's!




so that's how my day was spent. at the museum. haha it's the in thing to do now when you're bored. get in touch with your roots. the old buildings are really pretty. found some places which sell really cool oldish things. haha i likeeee. and that's how my weeks were spent as lulu promoter. tmr's gonna be my last day at the airport. like finally. will be meeting liting for dinner. haha she's working too! it's kinda sad actually, jus when i was making some new friends, i have to leave.. oh well. i guess that's life. people come and go in life. it's how you remember them and how they have made an impression in your mind..
OC's starting on monday. half looking forward to it, half dreading it. oh well.
it'll be fun i guess.. i jus checked my friendster. and guess what, kewei said my sister was his classmate back in dunman. so coincidental la. haha.. and he was my hallmate. haha talked to my sis's friend who stayed in TH this year too. i used to talk to him and he used to be much skinner. haha i dunno what happened. maybe that's why i didn't recognise him at all when we were both in TH. the world is soooo small. everyone's linked to each other in some way..
results coming out tmr. bit worried. but like what tianyou said, worry also no use.
oh well. jus hope i maintain.. but highly unlikely. econs will probably pull me down to a 2.0. oh well. 11am. for more updates. hahaha

don's coming out tmr. YAY!

fun dayssss

shopping with liting on tuesday was good! hahah even when we each only have tt little to spend. i tried on quite a few dresses. and finaallly bought one from martina pink. it is a hot pink dress which look a bit indianish. haha but i like!! and it's half priced! haha probably wear it to some birthday party or maybe jus wear it when i go town or dinner. haha tangs crazy sale is ok la!! haha. and she bought a nice dress from forever 21 and a floral top from far east. we didn't even go zara or mango!! oh my! haha..it was fun! haha i loveee shopping and just wish i have the MONEY to shop!!!! dinner was at pepper lunch.. not bad too! caught up with her quite a bit and it was really nice. haha realised how early i started work this time round. missed out all the slackings and meeting up. anyway many places are having sale now or having it soon!!!


wednesday was spent watching jewels in the palace in the morning and shopping for ping's pressie in the afternoon and dinner with the rest at night. window shopping was fun considering the fact tt i have $0 under my name.. walked quite a few places and saw many nice things again. this time at zara. and ooh i saw a pair of really nice red patent leather shoes at itto and otto. haha one of my fav brands for shoes. and it was on discount!! ggrrrr. but i have no money!! and after walking up and down orchard, we finally decided on levis for the bday girl! haha. hope she likes the jeans!! shopping was followed by dinner with the bday girl ping and alvin and kevin. it was a memorable dinner at crystal jade jung nan. yes, the one besides max mara at taka. the one with the really nice interiors. haha for more details shld go read ping's blog. haha dun worry babe, the meal wasn't too ex!! i tot it was quite reasonable with the great service and food we were provided with. haha. but next time we jus stick to lamianxiaolongbao k?? hahaha. the whole day was fun!!


today was back to the airport for 2nd last day of work. haha. it was good! i sold 2 bottles of lulu within the first hour of work. this means slack day ahead. haha. kevin came by after his interview and we went for cheap dinner at staff canteen. both of us spent less than 3 bucks. super budget. remember i'm flat broke. but i was badly 'abused' during dinner. after dinner was back to work and i spent the rest of the day basically walking around, checking out prices for products, serving customers, talking to staff, going to the toilet, daydreaming a bit. i even decided on what to get for donovan as commissioning present. haha so many things i wanna buy la.


the past 3 days were really fun. i enjoyed myself quite a bit. but some tauntings kinda brought me down. i know i really put on a lot of weight but no need to keep harping about it right!! you know i was kinda affected and decided to walk back from the interchange back to my house after work. not a long walk but still, it was an effort made by me in hope of losing some pounds. i didn't even eat dinner except drink a cup of soya bean milk. probably tt's why i'm not feeling well now.


hope tomorrow will be a fun day. tuition in the morning, followed by museums visiting with my sista. yes. we're that bored. haha. supposed to cycle or run, but who runs at 12.30pm in the afternoon when the sun is blooody hot??!! swimming is troublesome, haha, finding a place to swim itself is troublesome. been to town for the past two days, so i didn't wanna go town again. don't wanna stay at home the whole day after tuition, so in the end, it was sightseeing. HAHA. and guess what, singapore really has nothing to see or do. except eat and shop. aiyah, jus hope tmr's museums visiting will be fun.


what a long entry. haha this is like a really long version of my daily life these days.

somehow, i really wish the hk and brisbane trip will come true. i love that place. just hope i don't squander all my money on clothes and beauty products. i love travelling. hope my wishes will be granted...

now i feel really really lousy. sighs.

ggrrrrrrrrrr..... bloooood boiling like mad.

it sucks sometimes to stay at home.
wtf.
if killing someone makes another feel better, i wouldn't mind doing it a thousand times.

project yiwen

thursday
tension on wed, supper on thurs. friend, you make me feel like screaming at you sometimes but after everything i guess we are still sane with each other. don't feel sad about everything that had happened. it will be fine. really

friday
ran some errands on friday before dressing up for don's SOCC. it was quite fun. i really didn't know stagmount camp is soooo big. 2 of the ac triplets were there. shao was the best knowledge, best PT and sword of honour i think. his pretty gf was there and so was his brother. dunno who izzit though. haha. food was ok.. not exactly what i like but kinda expected. haha. oh well. throughout the night, only the song don sang was nice. haha the others, ermm not too bad. but i prefer don's singing the most. haha.


tuition with vanessa before the SOCC thing.


SOCC ceremony


this is where don sleeps!


with some big shot...


kevin michael, donovan and aunty regina


baby and i


i love my dress!


photo whoring in the car abit while don was helping kevin michael with his stuff

ok. working tmr again. at marina. oh my. tiring tiring tiring. ggrrrrrrr

Project Yiwen ----- 20%

doing a bridget jones

A thunderous silence
breaks through my thoughts.
What was once many great ideas
is now a triumph, lost.

Baffling words tumble through my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me,
and inside myself, I take cover.

What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares?
From the inside, looking out -
I cry silent tears.



sighssss... pms.
sometimes, i think i'm too nice.
sometimes, i think i'm too nasty.
and i am probably more than 60 kg now.
bridget jones in making.
only thing which cheered me up.
isetan private sale and fcuk sale starting this week
oh yar girlies, fcuk sale starting this friday at tangs. probably the very very old seasons. can go take a look but will probably be disappointed.
and i got a polka dot dress from topshop which was cheap. but i realised how how how how blooooody fat i look in it ony when i got home.
really. probably will embarrass donovan badly at his certificate ceremony this friday with my appearance. god i look like a 100 pounds right now. my face is perpetually swollen and my arms are like trotters and my thighs? oh boy i bet it resembles the elephant's. wtf is wrong with me. honestly.

i really hate working at marina sq. the air con is always at 21 degress. which is blooooody cold if all you wear is a tshirt and pants and you stand there for the whole frigging there doing nothing and being picked at by some obnoxious bitch almost everyday. wtf is wrong with you pple!!
i really wish to call it quits, but there's just 9 more days before everything is over. ggrrr. *bear with it bear with it*


AAARRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*bangs head against the wall*

poor baby

yesterday night i felt so mistreated. somehow. felt that i'm always placed at the lowest priority. everytime.

but today, i feel donovan is so pooooor thing.
poor donovan, got food poisoning and have to be warded at east shore for further observation.




and i have to work again tomorrow. sighs.

aarrgghh

wonder how a small small hostel room can contain so so so so so soooooo much junk.

aftermath??

war world 3 at home.
ongoing still

and there're still more in the holiday room.

hurhurhur

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hur hur hur


met up with liting, wenyen n louisa on friday. it was fun! watched 'Daisy' as well. quite a sweet show. i guess i enjoy korean movies more than korean dramas. haha.. oh well.. elections results are out. it's the same results!! every election is the same. boring.

omfg

i teared when i realised there're so f-ing many things i ought to do and i haven't done.
i teared when heartbreaking moments appear before my eyes.
i teared when sad melancholy music play.
i teared when there's really so much to life to everything i do.
i teared when there's nothing more real than this.
i teared when i realised i am just not making sense in many things anymore.
i depise this feeling. since many years ago. and i'm feeling it again every now and then.
is there really more to this?
omfg, what have i been doing??!!!


But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can't hear me
When I say softly, slowly

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today


i'll just start with the closet first.

SLUTS!!!

" Ana's Song "

Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
and sharpened nails seem softer
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears corrode the film

And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you
Open fire on the needs designed
Open fire on my knees desires
On my knees for you

love this song...

photos from long ago.. my bob fringe. love it. haha


20th birthday =)


best shopping place in the world, hongkong. simply simply loveee it


chinese new year 06


dinner at ellenborough cafe at merchant court. very very nice durian pureee

new skin

haha a new skin. pretty cool ain't it? signifies my love for shoes and heels.
reminds me of a conversation i had with don a few days ago

me: i wanna collect all kinds of accessories. all colours and designs. i will be able to match them with all my clothes!
don:that's what you said about shoes!!!
me: really?
don: yes dear, and i'll probably be broke by the end of your collection
me: but, i guess i'll never finish my collection and you'll never be broke.


winks

photos galore

was photo whoring alone at home after exams and my sisters deleted almost everything. tmd to the max.
anyway, photos which i retrieved!!

a few hours ago


and my lovely cousin's 21st.. couldn't be there cuz of work. damn.

last week


at surf n turf at suntec.. with lynn lulu. alvin was there too but we took a video
of him and lulu instead. haha


later at harrys with extra member. what was alvin doing!!


two silliess


the gay and the pimp


the view outside my house after the heavy rain on friday evening. magnificent


no photoshop. really!


gramp's birthday dinner from long ago


together with my god brother, hansheng


meeeee


my legs are breaking from standing non stop today..and yesterday.
sir damien's wedding tomorrow. don's the driver for the bride. pretty cool. can't wait. this will be the 4th church wedding i'm attending. has always been great.
i love weddings. and i'm going for rally! heard many pple went for the one at hougang. my relatives included. cool cool.


"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson