twisted elegance

that's all for now folks!

2006-08-16T02:51:00.000+08:00

had a good supper with ping. been so so so so so long already..

oh well. there's so much to say. so much 'oh no', so much 'i didn't know it', so much 'yikes i shouldn't have said that'.

well, i'm not angry with anyone, not peeved with anything as well. really really really.

if i was mean in my words, or harsh to anyone, offended anyone in any way, i'm terribly sorry. really.

this is jus a diary. jus to vent some emotions. nothing else.

oh wells. things have been getting out of hand lately. everyone's hearing different versions of everything. but it's ok. as long as affected parties know what's going on. i'm sure the whole thing will blow soon.

i really love everyone and i really wish for world peace, nation peace, family peace, school peace, hall peace, friends peace, lover peace, self peace.

so before everything is destroyed, i shall move on to greener pastures! haha.

tata!

2006-08-14T09:48:00.000+08:00

sorry adel i forgot!!! yess it's MIRELDA who completed ops thunderstorm successfully!!! cheeers to mirelda!!!!!

thanks adel, i really had tons of fun with u during OTS!! you're reallly cute and so luvable!! big hugs!!!

2006-07-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

really scared
really stressed out
really tired

2006-07-24T10:28:00.000+08:00

meeting in 4 mins
counsellor's camp in 4 hrs 54 mins.

2006-07-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

my sister is really unlucky, having to go through the trauma of taking buses with really bitchy bus driver aunties. it's only 10cents. and she offered to give 10bucks to be in the bus. y can't u save her the embarrassment and let her go?? goodness. singaporeans should really learn some manners and good service. terrible terrible terrible. but kudos to my sister who had the guts to rebuke her (kinda).. haha.. if it were me, i would have died of embarrassment and probably get down the bus and take a cab!!!!! haha oh wells. anyway, hope the aunty get what she deserves. her service REALLY sucks.

2006-07-21T02:47:00.000+08:00

it's really funny how two months pass so fast.

moving back to A2 brings back memories of the whole past year. it's really fast! haha
definitely gonna clean my room tomorrow after morning meeting.
counsellor's camp in 5 days. all preparation shld be done.
really wonder if we can join rag dance. oh well. i guess we'll see how it goes. positive though. haha
yawnnnnnnns

2006-07-17T01:36:00.000+08:00

argh x 10 000.

blast!

2006-07-16T03:19:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i've written anything... beeeeen really busy.

kelantan trip was fun, except the resort and food and me falling sick on the last day. i puked. yes i did, and had a high fever on the train ride back. the resort was not really up to standard but at least it was 'cosy' in some sense. now i know how our grandparents went through kampung days. haha. snorkelling at perhentian was fantastic. perhentian islands are beautiful. the sandy beaches, clear blue sea, magnificent corals.. i couldn't resist sun tanning despite hating it. the beach was just too beautiful and nice to resist! now i know why people like tanning. lying down on the beach, chatting with friends, not bothering about the rat race for once, not thinking about what we have to do when we get back to singapore, the feeling is simply great and peaceful to the soul in a way. haha i'm jus glad for the whole company i had throughout the trip. too bad zhenyang couldn't join us there.

after the trip was straight back to work. oh dear, there's simply soooooooo much things to do now. proposals, presentations, stores, decorations, backdrops, skits, dances, publicity stuff.. all these things driving me mad. this is like the last weekend i'll be staying home. moved back to my room, but probably will still sleep in the ops room. dominique's my new neighbour.. she's jus staying opposite me. haha.

claudia's party was a simple yet really cosy one, kinda different from the ones i had been to. jus felt a sense of belonging at that time.. looking at her siblings reminds me of younger times. happy birthday claudia, sorry we all went empty handed. it was one of the best party i've been to despite the short span spent in the house. haha.

shopping today was good. bought what i liked and saw many many more things which i liked but couldn't buy. haha. thanks donny for company and food at his house was delicious. haha had bbq dinner at his rooftop whereby his dad cooked.. had steak, chicken, pork chops, sausages, salads.. damn good. damn good. the ambience and settings were just right. of cuz, with the right company as well. haha.

it's 3am now, and i am still doing pub stuff. really dunno how to edit the banner. somehow my designs are never on par with expectations. really drained. but still got down to doing these photos. been fiddling with photoshop brushes. damn cool. realised today tt my photoshop version is a really really old one. hahaa. i want photoshop cs!

oh yar, it's really a pity i can't join rag dance. went down to rag room and saw the choreo. it's really nice, lyrical jazz and all. prpr and i had gian faces x 1000000.. argh. but somehow i feel we will be able to dance rag dance eventually.. haha oh well...

THOC trip 0607. fun fun fun.

Cultural and Social: aprilyn, kwan aik, me. the green forest combo?! haha

2006-07-06T18:14:00.000+08:00

in the ops room now. jus had thursday's Presentation 3. had a good time talking to kaiwen and jackson while the presentations were ongoing. going for the OC trip tomorrow alr. off to kelantan we go. haha seems pretty ulu. but hope we get to snorkel there at least, despite the quick sand and all the sand erosion. haha

haven't seen donovan in ages. miss him to bits! hope to see him tonight though.

have been doing starry starry night decorations, editing lynnette's designs, watching 'green forest, my home' (we are finally at last episode!!), teaching tuition, sleeping after meetings, presentations, proposals, looking at tryouts photos, talking cock till 5 am in the morning, watching soccer at both staff club and in ops room, mass dance, counsellor's dance, eating sponsored goods, playing games..

you put 15 people together, all different characters, you only get 3 words,
fun, laughter, madness

off to kelantan!

2006-07-04T01:08:00.000+08:00

funkygrad actually took a super ugly photo of mine and put it on its website.
somemore it's night cycling photo when i look really really odd?!!
and this is what they wrote about TH Dance!!

TH dancers seem to be attracting much attention. During a combined hall dance performance (Dance Uncensored) last year, they almost stripped to their skin.

ok bit funny. jiajie said he'll send one of the pageant photos with both of us inside. change tt fat pig night cycling photo can!!

times of THOC part 1

2006-07-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

with tons tons tons of typos.
haha

2006-07-02T11:50:00.000+08:00

i wanna be matt harding. badly.

liting's birthday was yest. it was good, had good food, good company, good music (haha), good atmosphere, good balloons, good deco. HAHA. basically it was a nice party!

i really miss donovan, only saw him for 45 min yest before he had to whisk off to sembawang. poor donny has guard duty today. the whole bloody day. oh well, tt means i won't see him for at least 2 more weeks as i'm going kelantan on friday.

it's an OC trip, to a weird place in malaysia. but it should be fun, despite all restrictions. oh well.

oh yar, sometimes i feel i'm being taken for granted. it feels like crap. seriously.

inevitable.

2006-06-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

You're wise enough to know that when someone makes an insulting comment about someone else, it speaks more about their character than their victim's. So when you witness uncouth behavior but feel unable to stand up as the voice of reason, don't beat yourself up. That person will get their just desserts -- and you will definitely be able to witness it! Diplomatic, mature behavior is always the better choice. If you get down on the same level as a pig, you'll only end up getting dirty.

tensions.
inevitable.
sometimes, it doesn't pay to be kind at all.

2006-06-25T11:46:00.000+08:00

Come, Holy Spirit, I need You,
Come, sweet Spirit, I pray;
Come in Your strength and Your power,
Come in Your own gentle way.

what actually runs through a person's mind before he or she closes his or her eyes for the last time.

some things just stay close to me no matter what..
but sometimes, i don't know if others whom matters feel the same.
it's sad. really.

2006-06-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

stress period.. coming really soon.

so much to think!

retail therapy...... i neeeed!

2006-06-23T02:19:00.000+08:00

saw this on youtube randomly. check it out.
really chills the mind after one whole day.
and it really brings out the fear in me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNF_P281Uu4

mangoes,mangosteens,lycheees

2006-06-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

went for mango exclusive sale preview today! was number 7 in the queue. haha. lucky 7. went to the one inside shaw isetan.. it's easier to try things there. didn't buy much as usual.. realised every mango sale, no matter how many pieces i tried on, i'll eventually just buy 5 pieces. maybe it's a magic number. haha. oh well.. they do have tons of things. but no shoes and sunnies. wanted to get sunnies but oh well... saw jade seah at the other shaw. she was trying on clothes. funny how alot of celebrities, when they go out, the clothes they wear somehow NEVER match. but they still look drop dead gorgeous. bad fashion. only celebrities can carry them off? hmmmmmmmmm

had lunch at this really awful place at lido.. they serve chicken kebabs and all. it's really awful, with rice too buttery and chicken way too dry. yucks.

had to buy mangosteens and other fruits for OC cuz i went off for sale. bought lychees and mangosteens in the end. these fruits are damn heavy manz!!

presentation 2 in like 5 mins. hope i don't get bang!!

2006-06-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

oh i saw a moose like animal on sunday!!

weekendss

2006-06-19T08:53:00.000+08:00

weekend has been hectic. saturday was room allocation. i'm gonna stay in my old hot room. yes, A219. i quite like the number. and the true blue hall queen is staying in E219. hahaha. kinda like tt one too. after room allo was rushing to town and other places to collect mmy dress and get accessories for it. goodness, there're soooo many nice things in town now. wish i could buy them all!! haha. comm's ball was pretty fun. the company was good. the table waws good. at least they're people whom i can relate to better than the others. haha. the other table drinks ton of red wine and talks about bugatti and cartier and what nots. oh well. maybe a few years later i'll be like tt. haha but for now, i still enjoy my dad's L300. haha..

sunday was spent at yen's place.. we had steamboat lunch. pretty cool idea since steamboats are usually for dinner and all. haha it's really nice lounging around yen's couches.. we are all couch potatoeS! love the tv, channel switching, falling asleep. hhaaa.. maybe next time we can try steamboat breakfast. hahaha.

went to don's new house after lunch. it's really a cool place to hang out at.. now that everything's in place. really really pretty. jus like a hotel. the duvets and lights and deco is so banyan tree! foo. really cool. it must have cost a bomb manz. and don's new macbook pro's damn pretty too.

and so, monday morning is spent in front of my comp.. waiting for morning meeting to start. this is a start to the new week too. proposal week. drowning myself in diana ross and patsy cline now. really think i'm born in the wrong era. i simply lovveeee oldies..jazz..swing..big band and all. i do love hip hop music. those catchy ones only.. and maybe some rubbish songs here and there. i do enjoy paris hilton's stars are blind noe.. haha.. oh wellls.

2006-06-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't have played the prank
really shouldn't.

bad day

2006-06-14T02:01:00.000+08:00

today... hmm not really a good day. went off for tuition first thing in the morning after meeting. tuition wasn't so fun. after tt rushed down to town to alter my dress in a cab, after which i took another cab down to ang moh kio to collect my laptop, after which i took another cab to rush back to hall. how sucky is tt, rushing here and there and wasting money on cab fare. didn't ask donovan's mom to fetch me to collect the laptop cuz i think she'll be really busy with the new house and all. alteration of dress cost $25. the lady wanted to charge me some 35 bucks. wtf x 100. it's only alteration of length and taking in from the shoulder part. when i got back to hall, my thumbdrive started giving me problems. when things are deleted, the space are not freed. was trying to transfer things from don's laptop to my laptop. after when things were solved, i switched off don's comp and left it in the bag.

investiture followed after mass dance session. before tt, don came over to take the laptop from me. however he was already fuming cuz he can't find some simulator for his xbox. i wanted the car simulator for shin's PS2. donovan gets pissed off whenever he can't find the things he wants. the worst came when he went home, he couldn't start up his laptop. but whatt!! it was running smoothly this afternoon. how can it not start up when he was using it! he called me up and confronted me manz. goodness. can you imagine donovan, who seldom has temper, flaring up??? so there goes my night. everything was kinda ruined. cuz i felt really really bad for spoiling his comp in a way. sighhhhhhhhhhhs.

so investiture came and gone. so much for being so happy tt my laptop is back..now that i spoil another one.
luck is really really down these days. probably will step on crap or something tomorrow. sighs.

bad day.

donovan's commissioning parade 10.06.06

2006-06-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

a happy happy event. after one year of hardship, sleepless nights , friendships and tons of fun (i think), donovan's finally an officer!! yest was his commissioning parade. it was a really joyful event. so proud of donovan!! muacks.

us.

commissioning parade snapshots.

us, one more time.

yay!

jacko

2006-06-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

it's wednesday today. gonna have our first presentation in a few hours' time.
me, junhong and zhenyang just cleaned up the entire ops room. gosh, there's really hell of a load of dirt around in this room. now it's much much cleaner! makes sleeping easier too! haha kudos to 3 of us!

listening to old michael jackson's songs. man in the mirror, black or white, heal the world, the girl is mine.. blah blah blah.
really brings back nice memories of jacko's posters many many years ago. i used to keep tons of jacko's posters taken frm my sis's smash hits mags. haha dunno how come i threw them all away. but his songs really calm pple down and all.

hope presentation won't drag till friday. i wanna go off after tuition and look for my dresss!!!

All men who have achieved great things
have been great dreamers.

- Orison Swett Marden –

so kudos to all reveries!!!

man in the mirror

2006-06-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

man in the mirror
-michael jackson

I'm gonna make a change, for once in my life
It's gonna feel real good, gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right...

As I, turn up the collar on my favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin' my mind
I see the kids in the street, with not enough to eat
Who am I, to be blind? Pretending not to see their needs
A summer's disregard, a broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other on the wind ya' know
'Cause they got nowhere to go
That's why I want you to know

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
(If you wanna make the world a better place)
Take a look at yourself, and then make a change
(Take a look at yourself, and then make a change)
(Na na na, na na na, na na, na nah)

I've been a victim of a selfish kind of love
It's time that I realize
That there are some with no home, not a nickel to loan
Could it be really me, pretending that they're not alone?

A willow deeply scarred, somebody's broken heart
And a washed-out dream
(Washed-Out dream)
They follow the pattern of the wind, ya' see
Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me
(Starting with me!)

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm asking him to change his ways
(Ooh!)
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
(If you wanna make the world a better place)
Take a look at yourself and then make a change
(Take a look at yourself and then make a change)

good.bad

2006-06-05T02:53:00.000+08:00

everything's back to normal again.
weekends were great. sat was spent at PC show and elizabeth arden sales. got like really really cheap deals from elizabeth arden and got yiting's bday pressie there. can't go for her bday party cuz of don's comm's parade. it's this saturday. he's finally commissiong. really proud. oh and julian's company's best for bmt. kudos kudos. had a full dinner at kenny's rogers before heading off to don's new place at sembawang. it's really really gorgeous. the interiors are really cool. aunty regina and deb's rooms look like it's taken off from banyan tree. all the furnishings, designer's feature walls. don's room pretty special, it's a loft. cool cool cool. the hse shld really be featured in home decor or something.

had a mini shopping spree today. had little time to spare cuz don has to go back to safti by 7.30..was pretty upset when i couldn't go town cuz i have yet to get my dress for comm's ball. in the end, we headed to parkway. bought a belt frm dorothy perkins and a bag frm nike. both had 10% discounts so why not.. haha after tt was heading back to hall, only to realize aprilyn has the key to both the ops room and the room we all share. oh my! haha so left my things with julia before heading down to queensway myself. saw quite a few nice things at queensway. was sooo tempted to buy an argentina jersey. but held back and bought other stuff. haha. headed to ikea and looked at pretty pretty furnitures and frames and bedsheets. night out myself was ok. pretty interesting. =)

now here i am, in the ops room. jus finished typing proposals. it's massive and realised i have missed out quite a bit of wordings. oh my. oh well.

it's really sad sometimes how people forget each other's existence. or sometimes when your friends kinda forget you when they are busy? or sometimes they think you're busy so they don't really bother to communicate with you and stuff? i feel that sometimes, but perhaps i'm just being really over sensitive. sometimes, when people get pissed off with you even when it's not your fault? like you can't go out with em cuz u're really busy and they get worked up? sometimes i really feel like strangling these people. it's not as if i really want to be tt busy. i wish to be as free as you are. but i have got other committment. so why don't ya just respect that fact. ggrrrr...

pretty grumpy these days ain't i.

2006-06-03T00:54:00.000+08:00

keeping the faith sometimes is good.
but sometimes, i don't know if this will eventually work out.
bothered, yet can't be bothered.
what will happen if everything changes
for the worse.

i really don't know if we can last that long.

OC

2006-05-31T12:05:00.000+08:00

it's the 3rd day of OC and C&S team has been slacking like nobody's business. we just had breakfast, i'm waiting for lunch now. aprilyn is watching taiwanese variety show and kwan aik is reading his 'five pple you'll meet in heaven'. haha.. all 3 of us seriously think that E blk is too far and will probably 'move in' to the OPS room. other portfolios have been working hard, preparing presentations, proposals blah blah blah..
anyways, OC has been pretty fun so far despite nothing to do except watching tv, videos, dance videos, silly videos, various schools' mass dances. oh acjc's one is pretty cool. oh my. haha aiyah it means slack now, suffer later.
i have to make breakfast next wed with junhong and jackson. hahaha. hope we will be able to cook something simple yet nice. haha. can't cook for nuts u know.. except some spagetti and instant noodles.

i miss shopping

alrite, to more slackings now... hahha

pheww

2006-05-27T12:22:00.000+08:00

thank god =)
it's not tt bad after all.
in fact, i'm pretty glad for the results.
calls for a big big self reward.
HAHA

lulu and museum

2006-05-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

past few weeks of being a lulu promoter...

asian civilisation museum

while waiting for my sister to finish work to bring us out for dinner. haha

dinner @ thai express and dessert @ max brenner's!

so that's how my day was spent. at the museum. haha it's the in thing to do now when you're bored. get in touch with your roots. the old buildings are really pretty. found some places which sell really cool oldish things. haha i likeeee. and that's how my weeks were spent as lulu promoter. tmr's gonna be my last day at the airport. like finally. will be meeting liting for dinner. haha she's working too! it's kinda sad actually, jus when i was making some new friends, i have to leave.. oh well. i guess that's life. people come and go in life. it's how you remember them and how they have made an impression in your mind..
OC's starting on monday. half looking forward to it, half dreading it. oh well.
it'll be fun i guess.. i jus checked my friendster. and guess what, kewei said my sister was his classmate back in dunman. so coincidental la. haha.. and he was my hallmate. haha talked to my sis's friend who stayed in TH this year too. i used to talk to him and he used to be much skinner. haha i dunno what happened. maybe that's why i didn't recognise him at all when we were both in TH. the world is soooo small. everyone's linked to each other in some way..
results coming out tmr. bit worried. but like what tianyou said, worry also no use.
oh well. jus hope i maintain.. but highly unlikely. econs will probably pull me down to a 2.0. oh well. 11am. for more updates. hahaha

don's coming out tmr. YAY!

fun dayssss

2006-05-26T01:14:00.000+08:00

shopping with liting on tuesday was good! hahah even when we each only have tt little to spend. i tried on quite a few dresses. and finaallly bought one from martina pink. it is a hot pink dress which look a bit indianish. haha but i like!! and it's half priced! haha probably wear it to some birthday party or maybe jus wear it when i go town or dinner. haha tangs crazy sale is ok la!! haha. and she bought a nice dress from forever 21 and a floral top from far east. we didn't even go zara or mango!! oh my! haha..it was fun! haha i loveee shopping and just wish i have the MONEY to shop!!!! dinner was at pepper lunch.. not bad too! caught up with her quite a bit and it was really nice. haha realised how early i started work this time round. missed out all the slackings and meeting up. anyway many places are having sale now or having it soon!!!

wednesday was spent watching jewels in the palace in the morning and shopping for ping's pressie in the afternoon and dinner with the rest at night. window shopping was fun considering the fact tt i have $0 under my name.. walked quite a few places and saw many nice things again. this time at zara. and ooh i saw a pair of really nice red patent leather shoes at itto and otto. haha one of my fav brands for shoes. and it was on discount!! ggrrrr. but i have no money!! and after walking up and down orchard, we finally decided on levis for the bday girl! haha. hope she likes the jeans!! shopping was followed by dinner with the bday girl ping and alvin and kevin. it was a memorable dinner at crystal jade jung nan. yes, the one besides max mara at taka. the one with the really nice interiors. haha for more details shld go read ping's blog. haha dun worry babe, the meal wasn't too ex!! i tot it was quite reasonable with the great service and food we were provided with. haha. but next time we jus stick to lamianxiaolongbao k?? hahaha. the whole day was fun!!

today was back to the airport for 2nd last day of work. haha. it was good! i sold 2 bottles of lulu within the first hour of work. this means slack day ahead. haha. kevin came by after his interview and we went for cheap dinner at staff canteen. both of us spent less than 3 bucks. super budget. remember i'm flat broke. but i was badly 'abused' during dinner. after dinner was back to work and i spent the rest of the day basically walking around, checking out prices for products, serving customers, talking to staff, going to the toilet, daydreaming a bit. i even decided on what to get for donovan as commissioning present. haha so many things i wanna buy la.

the past 3 days were really fun. i enjoyed myself quite a bit. but some tauntings kinda brought me down. i know i really put on a lot of weight but no need to keep harping about it right!! you know i was kinda affected and decided to walk back from the interchange back to my house after work. not a long walk but still, it was an effort made by me in hope of losing some pounds. i didn't even eat dinner except drink a cup of soya bean milk. probably tt's why i'm not feeling well now.

hope tomorrow will be a fun day. tuition in the morning, followed by museums visiting with my sista. yes. we're that bored. haha. supposed to cycle or run, but who runs at 12.30pm in the afternoon when the sun is blooody hot??!! swimming is troublesome, haha, finding a place to swim itself is troublesome. been to town for the past two days, so i didn't wanna go town again. don't wanna stay at home the whole day after tuition, so in the end, it was sightseeing. HAHA. and guess what, singapore really has nothing to see or do. except eat and shop. aiyah, jus hope tmr's museums visiting will be fun.

what a long entry. haha this is like a really long version of my daily life these days.

somehow, i really wish the hk and brisbane trip will come true. i love that place. just hope i don't squander all my money on clothes and beauty products. i love travelling. hope my wishes will be granted...

2006-05-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

now i feel really really lousy. sighs.

2006-05-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

ggrrrrrrrrrr..... bloooood boiling like mad.

it sucks sometimes to stay at home.
wtf.
if killing someone makes another feel better, i wouldn't mind doing it a thousand times.

project yiwen

2006-05-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

thursday
tension on wed, supper on thurs. friend, you make me feel like screaming at you sometimes but after everything i guess we are still sane with each other. don't feel sad about everything that had happened. it will be fine. really

friday
ran some errands on friday before dressing up for don's SOCC. it was quite fun. i really didn't know stagmount camp is soooo big. 2 of the ac triplets were there. shao was the best knowledge, best PT and sword of honour i think. his pretty gf was there and so was his brother. dunno who izzit though. haha. food was ok.. not exactly what i like but kinda expected. haha. oh well. throughout the night, only the song don sang was nice. haha the others, ermm not too bad. but i prefer don's singing the most. haha.

tuition with vanessa before the SOCC thing.

SOCC ceremony

this is where don sleeps!

with some big shot...

kevin michael, donovan and aunty regina

baby and i

i love my dress!

photo whoring in the car abit while don was helping kevin michael with his stuff

ok. working tmr again. at marina. oh my. tiring tiring tiring. ggrrrrrrr

Project Yiwen ----- 20%

doing a bridget jones

2006-05-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

A thunderous silence
breaks through my thoughts.
What was once many great ideas
is now a triumph, lost.

Baffling words tumble through my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me,
and inside myself, I take cover.

What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares?
From the inside, looking out -
I cry silent tears.

sighssss... pms.
sometimes, i think i'm too nice.
sometimes, i think i'm too nasty.
and i am probably more than 60 kg now.
bridget jones in making.
only thing which cheered me up.
isetan private sale and fcuk sale starting this week
oh yar girlies, fcuk sale starting this friday at tangs. probably the very very old seasons. can go take a look but will probably be disappointed.
and i got a polka dot dress from topshop which was cheap. but i realised how how how how blooooody fat i look in it ony when i got home.
really. probably will embarrass donovan badly at his certificate ceremony this friday with my appearance. god i look like a 100 pounds right now. my face is perpetually swollen and my arms are like trotters and my thighs? oh boy i bet it resembles the elephant's. wtf is wrong with me. honestly.

i really hate working at marina sq. the air con is always at 21 degress. which is blooooody cold if all you wear is a tshirt and pants and you stand there for the whole frigging there doing nothing and being picked at by some obnoxious bitch almost everyday. wtf is wrong with you pple!!
i really wish to call it quits, but there's just 9 more days before everything is over. ggrrr. *bear with it bear with it*

AAARRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*bangs head against the wall*

poor baby

2006-05-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday night i felt so mistreated. somehow. felt that i'm always placed at the lowest priority. everytime.

but today, i feel donovan is so pooooor thing.
poor donovan, got food poisoning and have to be warded at east shore for further observation.

and i have to work again tomorrow. sighs.

aarrgghh

2006-05-10T11:23:00.000+08:00

wonder how a small small hostel room can contain so so so so so soooooo much junk.

aftermath??

war world 3 at home.
ongoing still

and there're still more in the holiday room.

hurhurhur

2006-05-07T01:59:00.000+08:00

Dating Strengths	Dating Weaknesses
1. Varied Interests - 85.7% 2. Adventurousness - 75% 3. Sense of Humor - 71.4% 4. Friendliness - 68.8% 5. Optimism - 57.1%	1. Financial Issues - 72.7% 2. Lack of Essentials - 58.3% 3. Appearance - 55.6% 4. Selfishness - 54.5% 5. Irresponsibility - 50%

Dating Strengths Explained
Varied Interests - You don't limit yourself, and that's a dating asset. Your varied interests make you available and interesting to a wider range of guys. Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life. Sense of Humor - Guys are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display! Friendliness - Your friendliness makes you approachable and fun to be around. A wide circle of friends also works to your advantage on the dating scene. Optimism - People are drawn to your positive outlook. Your optimism attracts others to you.
Dating Weaknesses Explained
Financial Issues - Your financial situation is not in good shape, and this does not bode well for you on the dating scene. Try to get on top of your financial difficulties. Lack of Essentials - Dating is difficult for you because you lack certain key things, which may include private space, a car, money, or a nice wardrobe. Work toward obtaining these essentials! Appearance - Devoting a greater effort at making good first impressions is a must. Try to be fit and develop a style if you want to catch a guy's attention. Selfishness - You think too much of yourself and your needs. You must learn to put your partner first and tend to his needs. Irresponsibility - It may be time to settle down and get your life under control. Stability and maturity are desired qualities.
Take This Dating Quiz

hur hur hur

met up with liting, wenyen n louisa on friday. it was fun! watched 'Daisy' as well. quite a sweet show. i guess i enjoy korean movies more than korean dramas. haha.. oh well.. elections results are out. it's the same results!! every election is the same. boring.

omfg

2006-05-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

i teared when i realised there're so f-ing many things i ought to do and i haven't done.
i teared when heartbreaking moments appear before my eyes.
i teared when sad melancholy music play.
i teared when there's really so much to life to everything i do.
i teared when there's nothing more real than this.
i teared when i realised i am just not making sense in many things anymore.
i depise this feeling. since many years ago. and i'm feeling it again every now and then.
is there really more to this?
omfg, what have i been doing??!!!

But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can't hear me
When I say softly, slowly

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today

i'll just start with the closet first.

2006-05-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

SLUTS!!!

2006-05-03T03:08:00.000+08:00

" Ana's Song "

Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
and sharpened nails seem softer
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears corrode the film

And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you
Open fire on the needs designed
Open fire on my knees desires
On my knees for you

love this song...

2006-05-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

photos from long ago.. my bob fringe. love it. haha

20th birthday =)

best shopping place in the world, hongkong. simply simply loveee it

chinese new year 06

dinner at ellenborough cafe at merchant court. very very nice durian pureee

new skin

2006-05-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

haha a new skin. pretty cool ain't it? signifies my love for shoes and heels.
reminds me of a conversation i had with don a few days ago

me: i wanna collect all kinds of accessories. all colours and designs. i will be able to match them with all my clothes!
don:that's what you said about shoes!!!
me: really?
don: yes dear, and i'll probably be broke by the end of your collection
me: but, i guess i'll never finish my collection and you'll never be broke.

winks

photos galore

2006-05-01T01:48:00.000+08:00

was photo whoring alone at home after exams and my sisters deleted almost everything. tmd to the max.
anyway, photos which i retrieved!!

a few hours ago

and my lovely cousin's 21st.. couldn't be there cuz of work. damn.

last week

at surf n turf at suntec.. with lynn lulu. alvin was there too but we took a video
of him and lulu instead. haha

later at harrys with extra member. what was alvin doing!!

two silliess

the gay and the pimp

the view outside my house after the heavy rain on friday evening. magnificent

no photoshop. really!

gramp's birthday dinner from long ago

together with my god brother, hansheng

meeeee

my legs are breaking from standing non stop today..and yesterday.
sir damien's wedding tomorrow. don's the driver for the bride. pretty cool. can't wait. this will be the 4th church wedding i'm attending. has always been great.
i love weddings. and i'm going for rally! heard many pple went for the one at hougang. my relatives included. cool cool.

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

a very long night

2006-04-30T04:01:00.000+08:00

a very long night
a very long day
mcs breakfast
seiyu
lulu castagnette
fcuk
tons of fragrances
mcdonalds fishy after work
sprite plus boo
silent, 15 min, 120 km/hr journey back to hall
sweat, tears, blood
all in one wala wala night
perfect back flips, deepest drain
dignity, pride, courage
jus need that
love is here to stay
love is here to go
deja vu
very amazed, sad, disappointed what effect love has
a very long night
a very long day

to L, if you even see this
there's a reason for everything which happened.
i'll be praying hard for you.
“God, grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference.”
This prayer kept me sane and strong during the worst times
i am sure it'll work for ya.
love you tons darling

tag replies

2006-04-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

*amanda* hey!! haha heard u went to milan for SEP!! lucky you!! see ya around when u're back!! hugss

*ping* hey girlie. one more paper to go! so just do it!! and no more changing landscape ever!! yupp better meet up during the hols. shoppppping!! hope the bangkok trip will come true so u can get things for me! haha muacckksss!!!!

*linddaaa* heelllo dadaa haha one day we should all go shop and eat!! all in one day!! luckss for exams!!! cheeeersSS!!!b

*key* hey!! it's ok.. i know of pple who ends at like 5th?? yupp great year with ya!! can't wait to see ya soon manz! meet up k!

the good ole times

2006-04-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

sweeeeeet

2006-04-26T16:44:00.000+08:00

exams are over finally.
in other words, this semester is over! holidays! well, not much of a holiday anyway.
econs was really horrible, i may jus need to take it again next semester. yes it is that bad.
oh well. tt means 2 extra modules next year. oh my. so many things i wanna do now.
finish up all my books, pack my room, move out of hall, prepare for work, prepare for OC,
run around, lose some weight, travel a bit hopefully, attend don's commissioning, comm's ball (haha),
spend time lazing around. ayeeee

busy sem. looking back, i really should have studied more.. just a lil bit more for econs i guess. oh well..

alritee.. toodless
first stop to ikea to get big big boxes for all the things in hall. haha gotta figure how to move the things back..

f-up

2006-04-25T09:22:00.000+08:00

shucks. i'm dead. for the last two papers.
panic state

i love everything

2006-04-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

i love everything around me.
really reaallly reaaaallllly do.
i love food, i love shopping, i love everything nice and great and pretty and meaningful.

raaa. in a good mood.
despite massive weight gain. haha

3 more papers to go...
need to get a dress for the church wedding!

exams, beat iT!

2006-04-17T16:18:00.001+08:00

And here's to you, Mrs. Robinson,
Jesus loves you more than you will know.
God bless you, please Mrs. Robinson.
Heaven holds a place for those who pray,
Hey, hey, hey

We'd like to know a little bit about your for our files
We'd like to help you learn to help yourself.
Look around you all you see are sympathetic eyes,
Stroll around the grounds until you feel at home.

And here's to you, Mrs. Robinson,
Jesus loves you more than you will know.
God bless you, please, Mrs. Robinson.
Heaven holds a place for those who pray,
Hey, hey, hey

Hide in the hiding place where no one ever goes.
Put it in your pantry with your cupcakes.
It's a little secret just the Robinsons' affair.
Most of all you've got to hide it from the kids.

Koo-koo-ka-choo, Mrs. Robinson,
Jesus loves you more than you will know.
God bless you, please, Mrs. Robinson.
Heaven holds a place for those who pray,
Hey, hey, hey

Sitting on a sofa on a Sunday afternoon.
Going to the candidate's debate.
Laugh about it, shout about it
When you've got to choose
Every way you look at this you lose.

Where have you gone, Joe DiMaggio,
Our nation turns it's lonely eyes to you.
What's that you say, Mrs. Robinson.
Jotting Joe has left and gone away,
Hey hey hey.

i simply love this song. 4 more days to exams and i'm still quite slack. i'll pray really hard. ggrrr. ayee.. jus can't get down to studying very hard yet. went for ms susan's class and she told us how we must sleep early and wake up early and all. maybe i'll follow. haha. weather these days have been really erratic. very very very sunny in the morning, rain rain rain in the afternoon. i hate rain in the afternoon.. can't go anywhere! but these days, i guess it's good. keep me from going everywhere. haha so sleepY!! oh i found a job. perfume promoter at airport. it's for lulu castagnette. the same company which sponsored vbash for pru. glad to have found a job in may just before OC! yay! i kinda like working, i can lose weight from all the standing. haha.

i really hate the pimples on my forehead!!! AARRGGHH!!!

EXAMS!! beat it!!!

tonight tonight

2006-04-16T03:45:00.000+08:00

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel

Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe that life can change
That you’re not stuck in vain
We’re not the same, we’re different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight

And you know you’re never sure
But you’re sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born

Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe in the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there’s not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight

We’ll crucify the insincere tonight
We’ll make things right, we’ll feel it all tonight
We’ll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight

smashing pumpkins in my playlist. non stop. didn't really study much these days. been playing around actually. haha but luckily got ping and lulu to accompany me to library to study. haha glad to have good friends around!!

happy happy easter

lalala

2006-04-13T02:44:00.000+08:00

great day
-sleeping
-going for last econ lecture
-eating
-studying
-ikea dinner
-cold storage shopping
-productions pizza supper
-endless chats with my dearest neighbours

quite a day.
not much of studying. oh dear!

super super bimbotic entry

2006-04-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

i simply love retail therapy. i guess no matter how broke i am, i always want to buy things. be it just a pair of earrings, or sara lee cakes, i jus loveeeeeeeeeeee shopping!!! and i simply love discount cards, vip cards, member's card, priviledge cards.. whatever you name it. i looooovvvvveeeee it. and i want more cards to my collection!!
i'm willing to work hard for all the goodies tt one can buy.. some kind of indulgence is really good. sometimes.

this weeek is strrreesssss weeekkK!! need to to the stupid new media project.. gggrrrrr.. this means less time for studying. yikess. this sucks. need to work harder!! good friday this week. don's gonna book out early! yay. i miss the bak chor mee near my house. shall eat it when i go back this thursday!!

i loveeeeeee!!!!

almost famous

2006-04-09T18:18:00.000+08:00

watched this show the first time last night. it's a year 2000 film. and it was really fantastic. rock stars, groupies, rock journalist. i love it all. the storyline? just as great. great film by cameron crowe. a semiautobiography of himself actually. he used to work for rolling stones before he became a director and a scriptwriter. this film brought whelms of emotions. friendships and love and junkies. sometimes, i really wish i was in that era, or even earlier. 40s, 50s, 60s, 70s. where everything's so pretty and cool, esp fashion and lifestyle. not the 80s and 90s and now of cuz. haha everything's so commercialized already!
oh boy. somemore it was a kate hudson film. i dig kate hudson totally. haha. she's va va voom.

here's a lil synopsis of almost famous

When his love of music lands him an assignment from Rolling Stone magazine to interview the up-and-coming band Stillwater, William embarks on an eye-opening journey on tour with the band, despite the objections of his protective mother. With the help of the lovely "band aid" Penny Lane, William finds himself drawn into the band's inner circle. But as he becomes less an observer and more a participant in the band's dynamics, the fledgling reporter loses the objectivity to tell his story honestly, and learns a life-changing lesson about the importance of family--the ones we inherit, and the ones we create.

clueless!!!!

2006-04-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

something interesting.. haha

Bimbo is a term that emerged in popular English language usage in the late 20th century to describe a stupid, pliable woman. (Its occurs as early as 1929: in the silent film Desert Nights, a title describes a cheap female crook as a bimbo.) Because it derives from Italian words of masculine gender, its first usage in English was for stupid men; it now is understood to mean a woman unless modified as male bimbo, himbo, or mimbo. Some still prefer the explicitly female variant bimbette, which has also entered The American Heritage Dictionary. Others use bimbette for a younger bimbo. The word bimbo is sometimes interpreted as the backronym "Body Impressive, Brain Optional".

A bimbo isn't necessarily highly sexually attractive. Being a bimbo is a state of mind, and reflects a person who exaggerates the effort and value put into her physical attractiveness. She is often perceived as a shallowly focusing on her physical appearance and neglecting the development of other parts of her personality.

The archetype of a bimbo with sex appeal is much used as a stock character in comedies with sexual humor, an example being Christina Applegate's character, Kelly Bundy, in Married... with Children. Alicia Silverstone's character, Cher Horowitz, in Clueless is more accurately described as a Valley girl, a similar archetype with more laughably unusual priorities and behaviors than are strictly derived from the bimbo themes of comical stupidity and sex appeal. An older comedy archetype of perhaps more direct resemblance to the bimbo is the dumb blonde—for example, the giggling, naïve characters often portrayed by such sultry actresses as Marilyn Monroe.

Humor deriving from blonde women's (or male jocks') stupidity has been accused of sexism.

2006-04-07T14:08:00.000+08:00

I'm a Porsche Boxster!

You're stylish, nimble, and good-looking. When it comes to having fun, there are few who can surpass you. And yet, you suffer from a lingering inferiority complex. Maybe it's because you have an older relative who is always in thelimelight?

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

sometimes

2006-04-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes, some things are hard to justify and control.
it's hard to say.
i should just shut up.

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that, and someone believed it,
And look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers, and me.

All of us under its spell,
We know that it's probably magic...

... Have you been half asleep? And have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
... Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm s'posed to be...
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers, and me.

butterfly - crazytown

2006-04-05T10:51:00.000+08:00

this song used to be one of my fav! haha in secondary school. i think it was around sec 3?? when i met the ac sailors pk and jon and of cuz shawna! remind me of the time we went kite flying. oh goodnes.. the freedom of youth.
i'm really trying to study. jus too much distractions! and there's 2 more projects to go i realised. hmm i dun like this semester. haha

Butterfly - Crazytown
Come my lady
Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby

Come my lady
Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby

Such a sexy,sexy pretty little thing
Fierce nipple pierce you got me sprung with your tongue ring
and I ain't gonna lie cause your loving gets me high
So to keep you by my side there's nothing that I won't try
Butterflies in her eyes and looks to kill
Time is passing I'm asking could this be real
Cause I can't sleep I can't hold still
The only thing I really know is she got sex appeal

I can feel too much is never enough
You're always there to lift me up
When these times get rough I was lost Now I'm found
Ever since you've been around
You're the women that I want
So yo, I'm putting it down.

Come my lady
Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby
come my lady you're my
pretty baby ill make your legs shake
you make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby
come my lady you're my
pretty baby ill make your legs shake
you make me go crazy

I don't deserve you unless it's some kind of hidden message
to show me life is precious
Then I guess it's true
But to tell truth, I really never knew
T'll I met you... See I was lost and confused
Twisted and used up
Knew a better life existed but thought that I missed it

My lifestyle's wild I was living like a wild child
Trapped on a short leash paroled the police files
So yo. what' s happening now?
I see the sun breaking down into dark clouds
and a vision of you standing out in a crowd.

Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby
come my lady you're my
pretty baby ill make your legs shake
you make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby
come my lady you're my
pretty baby ill make your legs shake
you make me go crazy

Hey sugar momma, come and dance with me
The smartest thing you ever did was take a chance with me
Whatever tickles your fancy
Girl it's you like Sid and Nancy
So sexy....almost evil Talkin' about butterflies in my head
I used to think happy endings were only in the books I read but
you made me feel alive when I was almost dead

You filled that empty space with the love I used to chase
and as far as I can see it don't get better than this
So butterfly, here is a song and it's sealed with a kiss
and a thank you miss.

come and dance with me
come and dance with me
come and dance with me
so come and dance with me
uhhhhh ha uhhh ha

Come my lady
Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby
come my lady you're my
pretty baby ill make your legs shake
you make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby
come my lady you're my
pretty baby ill make your legs shake
you make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby
come my lady you're my
pretty baby ill make your legs shake
you make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come come my lady
you're my butterfly
Sugar.baby
come my lady you're my
pretty baby ill make your legs shake
you make me go crazy

come and dance with me
come and dance with me
come and dance with me
come and dance with me
uhhhhhh ha uhhhhhh ha
come and dance with me
come and dance with me
come and dance with me
come and dance with me
come and dance with me
come and dance with me
come and dance with me
come and dance with me

good day

2006-04-05T01:14:00.000+08:00

had quite a fun day today. firstly, went to teach vanessa. this girl is really cute. she warned me about hair cuts and how i always mark her work wrongly everytime i cut my hair. she claimed the last time i cut my hair, i was so pissed off tt i marked her spelling wrongly. haha what the hell! she's only 8years old!!! anyway, i had fun teaching her and all. threw a bit of temper too. tt's cuz she anyhow do my work.

after tt was meeting kevin in town to do some shopping. we both needed to buy caps. i needed it to hide my hideous hair. haha actually, i'm getting used to it. just that sometimes i really find it too short. ggrrr. he needed the caps.. ermm. for fun. oh well. so we went around. top shop has really nice things this season now. but really really expensive though. in the end, i bought a rip curl cap on impulse. kevin bought 2 caps can. and i love the mambo one he bought more than the rip curl one which i bought. dammit. dinner was thai express and gelares after tt! havn't had gelares for a looonnnnggg time and it's tuesday so it's half priced for waffles. kevin tt cock has never eaten gelares before. he had all the good food before and he has never eaten gelares before?!! diao.. anyway it's a very very full dinner.

went for OC first meeting after town. quite a fun bunch i must say. but what a combination too. i'm in Cultural and Social..together with aprilyn and kwan aik. haha i think and hope it will be fun! the previous OC passed down all their paperwork and proposals to us and told us a lil bit more bout everything. hope OC will be fun.. can't really imagine staying in hall during holidays when everyone's off to do their own things. hope i can travel a bit too. i miss going around with donovan, exploring places and just relaxing around tog with him. oh well. poor boy is having a hard time in army now. tough period before commission.

oh well. really really time to study.
and i really need to get jeans. =)
cheerios. a good day indeed.

when do you..

2006-04-02T02:27:00.000+08:00

when do you know if it's time to change
when do you know if it's time to stop everything
when do you know if it's time to be assertive
when do you know if it's time to take charge of your life.

i'm so sick and tired of living a mundane life. i may feel really busy sometimes with hall stuff and school and shopping. but underneath everything, am i really living my life the way i want to?? sometimes, i just want to break free of all chains. when do you know when enough is enough? how i wish i was someone else entirely different. how i wish sometimes life wasn't that cruel. how i wish sometimes, life was just a lil bit more interesting. how i wish sometimes i have skills which marvel. how i wish sometimes i wasn't here, but somewhere out there, doing different things. i could be a painter, i could be a beggar, i could be a waitress, i could be in dean's list, i could be a fashion designer. now, i am really really tired of all that is going on. i hate it when i can't make decisions. i hate it when i can't choose. i hate it when i'm so incoherent. i hate it when everything seems to be going so fast and i'm always left behind. how i wish everything was different. sometimes i really hate to be at home when my sis will throw me dirty looks. sometimes i really hate to be in hall when there's just too many things to do.

i just don't think i have what it takes to be everything i want to be.
and somehow this feeling sucks.

ayee. i'm going nuts. marketing readings are killing.

over. finally.

2006-03-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

dance uncensored 2nd day was good. it was even better than the first day. maybe cuz we were more used to the stage and had slightly more confident. esp the boom boom boom part. post uncensored supper and party was even better. the crazy dancers made a mtv at holland v carpark. it was really hilarious. many many thanks to those who came down and those who didn't. many many many thanks to jacky for choreographing the whole sexy, happy and cool dance. to shuyi who has put soooooo much effort in TH dance this year. many thanks to all dancers who made this week bearable despite projects, tests and late night dancing. like what clara will say, love you many many! haha.

oh well, dance is almost over. last show tonight. at TH cultural showcase. hope everything will be good.

and then it's finally time to start studying. rush projects and all. i'm so tiredddd.
oh was looking through aprilyn's old photos. and found a few pics of myself. me and ping had a very very good laugh at it. check it out.

at ICE conference. me and ping

brokeback kevin and alvin

everyone! after ICE conference

and check out the ultimate. haha the ones me and ping really really laughed about.

A VERY VERY FAT YIWEN!!!! shiping can't believe that was me la!!

a slightly less fat yiwen. hahaha

oh well.. yawnnn.
hope everything will be fine.
somehow, everyone seems to be leaving and drifting further and further apart.

2006-03-30T12:26:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

dance uncensored 2006

2006-03-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

first day of dance uncensored! we're not bad after all. according to comments from others and all. i forgot a few steps though. whoops.. but it's a fun day overall. i love dance people.. i love dancing with dance people.. i love watching aprilyn and clara with all their madness during rehearsals.. i really like the toma song. it's cool. watching more dance videos make me feel like dancing more. adrenaline rush. but my stomach's churning cuz of the red bull. yikess. oh well. photos shld be up soon in other people's blog. haha. another day tomorrow. I really must give all my best now. This is like the last dance of the semester besides cultural showcase on thurs.

i love it

a little bit depressed

2006-03-27T13:12:00.000+08:00

sigh.

i must be really crazy sometimes

2006-03-25T13:05:00.000+08:00

really.
fad of the week: i wanna be a biker chick

and my neighbours are really sweeeet sometimes.. =)

My house

2006-03-25T02:35:00.000+08:00

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

my house!!

got a new cooler from donovan's mom. she's really sweet. i love the new cooler. haha.. thanks barry for carrying it for me!

2006-03-22T05:54:00.000+08:00

i guess i just really want to have all the fun in the world
have the fairest skin on earth
have music and art in my life always
spend all my time with donovan
listen to babyface everytime
eat all the things i can in the world without worrying about my weight
reconcile with all the people i have mistreated in the past
dance and cheer without looking clumsy
play all games possible
travel everywhere till the travel bug bites
have dinner with my loved ones
and shop and shop and shop and shop..

daydreaming, once again. haha

it's always like that.

2006-03-22T05:31:00.000+08:00

there's so many things in my mind, but i can't seem to jot it down. ayee.
tons of memories from the past. don't know if i should even revisit these memories. from secondary school till now.

anyway, jus came back from supper with shiping and clara after dance. oh my. the new dance is really tough. all the grooving and moving. i don't know if i can do it. damon seemed really disappointed with all of us. ayee. that's bad. tough on him. spent like 2 hours teaching us and got crap in the end. really tough ain't it? yikess. but i do like the dance we're dancing.

had food poisoning a few days ago. vomitted quite a bit. pretty bad. but i am ok now.
thanks to kieng for bringing me tao huay and all.

having marketing project meeting tmr at 12. supposed to wake up at like 9 am to do research. but it's like 5.35am now. another late night. wonder how many of these nights are coming. really need to catch up with my work and all. really terrible man..

i need to try harder.

it's time.

2006-03-20T02:39:00.000+08:00

it's time to cut my hair.
it's time to go for a manicure.
it's time to go for a nice spa or massage.
it's time to start catching up with marketing.
it's time to think about things to come in days.
it's time to really start mugging.
it's time to decide if i want to be in.
it's time to spend more time with my family.
it's time to do the pastel painting.
it's time to to focus.
it's time to stop eating so much.
it's time to really really really exercise.
it's time to buy some nice eye liner and other things.
it's time to start checking out birkies again.
it's time to save money!
it's time to stop sleeping at 6, 7 am everyday.
it's time to stop thinking so much.
it's time to really really stop daydreaming.

2006-03-17T03:43:00.000+08:00

yikes i feel damn bad now. oh shit.

very bored

2006-03-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

freaking hell bored to death. gggrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

end of the world

2006-03-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world,
`cause you don't love me anymore?

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love.

I wake up in the morning and I wonder why ev'rything's the same as it was.
I can't understand, no I can't understand, how life goes on the way it does!

Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said good-bye.

this is the song for the moment. this is the vonda shepard version. i love this lady. sings really great songs.
think i caught the flu bug. keep sleeping. maybe it's the after effects of dance. so tired. missed sociology lecture due to sleeping too much. yikess.. this really should stop. especially when exams are coming and i'm more free now.

had a great talk with shiping and damon on sunday night. talked bout everything from dance to school to life and love. i love great conversations.

tag replies

2006-03-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

key: thanks darling but i missed a few steps here and there. esp for the fight dance. haha. you look stunning in ur new hair!!!

king: my room is less messier now la. haha after all the cleaning and mopping..

ping: yess dear nice talk tt night. somehow i would rather dance all the way, cheer all the way than study study study. i wanna be in a fairy tale. haha. oh remember men are never satisfied. the grass is always greener on the other side. can be our new moto. hahaha

linda: yess i dun mind staying up like everynight jus doing dance!! still suffering frm the after effects! haha i miss ya toO!

Tiente snapshots

2006-03-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

Dance Productions - Tiente Be Touched. 9th march 2006.

shiping and i inside MOS

kewei and i outside MOS

Before dance productions...

busy tagging the cloth

aprilyn looking damn sian at the state of our costumes

damned sewing machine

trying out costumes. finally!

clara in step into my world costumes!! hot hot!!

Tiente - Be Touched

2006-03-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

Dance productions is finally over. Just like that.
But it was good. Weeks of practising and memorizing all dance steps paid off indeed. Especially the last 1 and a half week. Imagine non stop dancing and sewing costumes from 8 pm till the next morning 5-6am. Imagine all the swearings and cursings aprilyn, clara and i had when we were in the function room ourselves. Imagine the crazy boom boom boom paaa boom boom room boom boom paa things aprilyn came up for step into my world damn late at night. Imagine all the fun and madness. It was almost we were rag costume girls cum rag dancers. The function room was my like home for the last stretch for dance productions and A219 was.. hmm jus like a hotel with soiled clothes strewn all over. This is madness, i must say. but i am glad it happened. I was glad i gave my best during the last week of preparation.

Dance productions was good. The crowd was good. the dances were good despite a few screwed ups here and there. Even selina's bang gang fight dance was not bad after all. I was really excited. Post event party was good as well.

Got back to hall at like 5 am. Cleaned up and had a fun talk with lulu and kevin before going down for breakfast. funny how things had turned out for everyone. relationships are always so complicated. if you like something and the person doesn't like you back, you should not make use of the person anyhow. oh well. it's complicated.

oh well. TH dance is almost coming to an end. i didn't really regret joining dance after all. step into my world and slowly you'll lose your breath and don't cha wish you'll be like me? haha. i really like the dance.

this feels like pageant. it's sad everything has ended. but after a while, again, it doesn't really matter. sigh.

reflections.

2006-03-02T16:09:00.000+08:00

this week is really bad.
i never knew things will be like that.
i really really got my hands full.
some things, it ain't what it looks like.
it's superficial.
not seeing anything and
jumping into conclusions won't be any good.
emotional pleas really don't work.
everyone's stressed up.
everyone's got their own committments.
running away is not a solution.
disappointment??
yes. indeed.

this week is really bad.

i really got my hands full.

2006-03-01T02:53:00.000+08:00

2006-02-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

i am my age. haha i do act like my age. haha

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

2006-02-23T15:26:00.000+08:00

i love american idol!! =)

2006-02-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

Today

woke up at nine am and went for brekkie with tianyou at FS. felt so sleeeeepy..

managed to drag myself to tuition at vanessa's. she's sooooo cute.. twist! haha.

headed straight to town to meet the guys to see birkies and buy present for lynn. Kwan aik was supposed to join us but i guess he thought sleeping was more impt!! haha walked to wheelock and tried on birkies. so tempted to buy a pair with the rest but i guess i have enough of birks.

went around taka looking for present for lynn. can't find any!! this season's guess bags aren't as nice as previous seasons. but the clothes are lovely. haha alvin left for a party and it was me and kevin scouting for lynn's pressie.. we walked up and down orchard but couldn't find anything!! finally went heeren and settled the first part of her present. shopping with kevin sometimes can be quite an eye opener. imagine a grown up man so undecisive when buying things!! haha. goodnessss. i almost died at newurbanmale today. and i want that gold pair of slippers!!

settled his bento dinner at paragon before i have my feast with the girls. haha look at that 'bu shuang' face!! hahaha

met wen yen, natalie and louisa at paragon.. we went to thai express and chatted for a while before leaving for dessert at haagen daz! it was heavenly!! it was great time spent with the girls. haven't seen them much for a long while ever since my bday. everyone's so busy with their own stuff!

HEAVENLY chocolate fondue at haagan daz. it's good!

nat enjoying her dessert!!!

yen picking her food! haha

that's all for an eventful day!!
lynn's bday party tmr! can't wait! haha

2006-02-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

jus realised so many celebrities were from Raffles. be it RGPS, RGS, RJC. so many. rui en, beatrice chia, corrine may, ng hui. step sun, pam oei, emma yong(my fav) blah blah blah so celebrities need to be smart toO?? haha.

mid terms are coming. i'm so so scared and sian. cuz i haven't been studying. been so so busy with dance. had dance practice from 4.30pm to like 12 am with only 1 hr of dinner break. i'm going crazy catching up with dance steps and all. goodness. but i guess my heads are much more stressed up.

had windsurfing yesterday. it was fun! i managed to sail all the way up and drift like mad. haha. i really love sea sports. i feel most at ease when i'm out in the sea. unafraid of anything. jus wanna sail up and up. the feeling is jus indescribable. i think i should jus pick up sailing or try windsurfing again. haven't had so much peace and fun in a while.

the beautiful east coast. =)

photos from the weekend!!

pretty pretty linda and shiping at dance photoshoot.

lovely neighbour cheow lu

beautiful beautiful scenery along changi on the way to clarice's 21st. breathtaking scenery but i guess my camera didn't really catch the essence of it. haha

baby baby donovan. haha

drama drama da chang jin (jewel of the palace)

weekend's like this. haha

2006-02-18T02:04:00.000+08:00

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

kiss me

2006-02-15T14:03:00.000+08:00

vday was spent at home. playing mahjong with my sister and her beloved.
don gave me something frm precious moments which is really really nice! ahah i love it! haha it's on my desk at home now.
thanks to all who have given me things.. really appreciate it! =)

i love dressing up.
i love playing around with my clothes.
but why do i always seem to wear the same things!! haha
random rambling.

the weather these days is sooooooo hot. i can't take it! haha.
will probably go tanner anytime soon if i don't protect myself against the UV rays. haha
so it's probably time for more caps, hats, sunglasses, umbrellas.
summer's coming so early this year?
another random rambling.

monday's seasports day. means i finally get to wear a few bikini tops which i bought the other time at bods.
i love sea sports. but it means i'll definitely be burnt after the whole thing.
that mean it's time for more sunblock lotion! haha.
another another random rambling.

i love jazz. i love funk. i love music.
i wish i was a BGirl. haha. breaking and doing hand stands and all. i love broadway dances.
i love old old parties with nice 40s dresses. not like i've been to one before. i'm starting to enjoy dance.
maybe it's time to for new dancing shoes!
another another another random rambling.

alrite. enough of bimbotic and random random ramblings.

i loveeeeeee....

2006-02-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

my jap class last semester. took with a few hallmates like tian you and yvonne. i never prepared for this class. hence a not so good grade for my jap. oh well.
jus a photo from the past.

2006-02-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

maybe i'll join holiday comm.

2006-02-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

I think i really suck at dance. I can't remember any steps. ok not all the steps but after so many weeks. i'm still lost somehow or rather. it's really really disheartening. i really wish i can dance better and learn much faster. yikes. this really sucks.
i really think i'm screwed this semester.

on a brighter note,
i finally bought my tube top. and got my shorts from topshop. yipee. and i'll be broke soon.
watched a movie, The Constant Gardener, with my sister today. It is a good show. Those into poverty and human rights should watch it. it's really touching and all.

cheer was great yesterday! though we do not win KR in terms of costumes, our spirits and our stunts surpassed theirs by many many times?? maybe. hope to perform better next time! thinking of whether to join holiday comm now. hmm it's either THOC or DnD. but i guess in the end it's none. too much committments.

yikess. sometimes, i really don't know which way is the best option.

2006-02-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

Insensitive

How do you cool your lips
After a summer’s kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you’d know anywhere

Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive

How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you’ve found a friend
How do you teach your heart
It’s a crime to fall in love again

Oh, you probably won’t remember me
It’s probably ancient history
I’m one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I’m out of vogue, I’m out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have
Some advice to give on how to be
Insensitive

2006-02-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

funny how the mind and the heart work.
at one time, you feel that everything is crumbling down. you can't do this, you can't do that. you are not capable of doing it well at all.
at another time, you feel that actually, everything is ok. everything will be good, if you just put in the effort.

time management. i need to learn that now. seriously.

2006-01-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

i more day to the big 21.
reflections of my life

when i was 1, i had a birthday party and i didn't know anything about the life i was about to embark on.
when i was 2, i cried alot. i didn't know why. but i just did.
when i was 3, i still cried alot.
when i was 4, my mom bought me a toy car for my birthday. i treasured it so much and played with it so often that it finally dis-integrate on its own when i was 5. my lovely sister was born that year too.
when i was 5, i was the best kid in my kindergarten class. my teacher, ms teo, brought me out for meals and bought clothes and tons of candy for me.
when i was 6, i make my first good friend, a korean girl, park kyoung lee. i never forget the never ending 'i friend you, you don't friend her' situations we had in kindergarten 2.
when i was 7, i cut my hair short, i met tons of good friends, i scored 100 marks for all my math test except for once when i made a careless mistake. life was simple and good. on my first day of sch, i went to the field duing recess time and played. my mom was waiting for me at the canteen and was so angry with me for playing. i never went to the field again during recess.
when i was 8, i contributed $2.50 for my teacher's present. my friends and i thought she was leaving the school. actually, she was jus going away for maternity leave. $2.50 was alot then.
when i was 9, my chinese grades began to drop. i really didn't understand written chinese.
when i was 10, i had my first cold war with my mom. it lasted for 1 week.
when i was 11, i had my first crush on this guy called sherwin seow whom we used to call 'chicken backside'. it was fun time.
when i was 12, i had the second cold war with my mom. it was so bad my dad got involved. it was the first and last time i see him flare up. i took my PSLE and got into the school i wanted.
when i was 13, i met the most interesting bunch of people in my life. i never had so much fun taking tons of neoprints with char and jaslyn, forming close bonds with claud, lulu, lynn, mandy, bel, char, jaslyn, yiting, yanshan. friends for life. i must say. i also made friend with zongxuan, my pri sch mate whom i hated so much. life was so carefree.
when i was 14, i met the first guy who took my heart away. it was also the same year i got last in class. it was also the first time i ran off. imagine the trauma a 14 yr old girl had to face.
when i was 15, i had a demon tutor who made me do 30 essays in 1 week. it was pure madness. i also met my best friend, kieng. i sailed more. made more friends. had more heartbreaks.
when i was 16, i worked hard. i sailed hard. i played hard. i treasured the people around me. i had my time of my life. it was great.
when i was 17, i did well for Os and went to TJC. i made good friends like liting, wen yen, louisa and ting kuang. i enjoyed the monday to friday town sessions and nydc dinners. i enjoyed chjimes photo taking session with the girls later to get myself into trouble with authorities. i had my second love. it was short but sweet. but i'm glad for the way things turn out as well.
when i was 18, i repeated JC1. i hated TJC. it was a horrible experience repeating but at least i met friends who never fail to brighten up my life everyday. i met the love of my life as well. life was sweet and carefree like before. everything fell in place smoothly. a fantastic year indeeed.
when i was 19, stress piled up for A levels. I didn't have much time with my loved ones. it was a fast year.
when i was 20, i started work as a guest relations officer and learned alot. people always have hidden agenda. many are never truthful. many are never real. many are never satisfied. entering NUS was a bonus for me. i stayed in temasek hall and won a pageant. i made good friends whom never fail to make me smile with their jokes and games. it was a year full of fun, laughter, peace and joy. everything was so good.
1 day before 21. i'm writing this, recapping the most important events in my life. events which made me. events which kept me sane. events which made me think. events which made me love. events which made me cry and laugh. events which made me feel so lucky to be me.
i feel old. secondary school seems so far away. gelares session with val and kieng seems so long ago. staying back in tkgs painting banners and cheerleading sessions was priceless. meeting donovan again after 4 years of not seeing each other was special. going for mango sales, cabbing down for guess sales with liting seem so syndromic yet fun. everything seem so far away now all of sudden, so isolated, so different.

i'm gonna be 21. welcome to adulthood. where you're yourself for everything.

valuable lessons learnt over the past 21 years. so much so much.
i believe everything happen for a reason, and everything which happened will lead to something good eventually.
and i'm realoly thankful for every single person who came into my life and out. everyone.
i guess, i never regret a single moment in my life so far.

welcome the rest of my life.

2006-01-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

i wanna have all the fun in the world
i wanna to travel till the sun goes down forever
i wanna dance till every bad thing goes away
i wanna live the life i always want

there's just too much in life to see.
i don't wanna stay put.

2006-01-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

hmm.. not looking good again.

2006-01-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

YAY!! Cheer was good!! for once!! haha. at least i didn't fall during Wolf Wall!! hahaa.. YIPEE! well done all cheer peeps. ai zai eh! haha

been busy with everything except studying. this sucks. bash things are getting better. jus that there're so many sponsor things to settle. really irritating. oh well. 2 more weeks it will be fine!!

anyway, here's my bash. PLS COME!!! tons of sponsored vouchers and all.
damn good. hahaa

2006-01-06T04:49:00.000+08:00

1st few days of 2006
yay. happy 2006 to all.
at first, the start wasn't a blast. waited 2 hours for cab during new yr's day. even calling cab doesn't work!
lunch at pete's place on 1st jan was good. ate so so much. i think i have put on all the weight i've lost while i was ill. fresh prawns, oysters, chocolate cakes, blackcurrant sherbet, tiramisu blah blah blah.. wow it's fantastic.

IHG

Hockey!! we won!! for both guys and girls. IHG really looks good. i really think we'll win all this year. good vibes. haha there's soccer tmr but i doubt i'm going judging from this unearthly hour i'm sleeping again. it's like 4 plus??
Hope to see most games!!

BASH

things are looking sooooo good! there'll be fashion show, magazines, vouchers, perfume, so much so much. best of all, 3 days 2 nights air tickets and hotel accomodation to Bangkok up for grabs. How fantastic. EVERYONE, GO FOR THE BASH!! it'll be FUN FUN FUN!!! =) thanks shan shan and khin for helping out soooo much while i was sick. I really hope everything will go smoothly on that day. will be busy the next few days around campus tending booths and all. oh well. hope everything will be fine.

CHEER

I'm still not getting the stunts right. it kinda sucks but i've been attending trainings. and actually looking forward to it. but i really really have no arm power. and i can't really catch the dance as well. bad psychomotor problem. haha. but we just had our first supper cum blackjack session with some of the cheer mates. It was fun. though i lost all my money to weixian. goodness. haha.

got most of my modules already. still got one more, marketing! hope to take that with shiping. then this sem will be perfect! =)

new year's resolution

i don't normally keep to it but i'll jus jot it down for future years references. =P
1. lose weight. haha yes. every girl's ambition.
2. take less cab and more public transport.
3. get my driving license. everyone got theirs already. i want mine.
4. save more money for more overseas shopping trip.
5. keep A219 and house area clean. as in clean clean.
6. study hard and get higher CAP. i think i really need that.
7. be less skeptical.
8. be contented.
9. meet up with all good friends and perhaps remember their birthdays. =)
10. continue with art.
11. have a peaceful 21st year on earth.

gonna clean my room soon. sunday. will help nat to clean hers tmr. then hope she'll help me clean mine?!! hahah
i wanna decorate my room. but i dunno how. oh well. we'll see.

2005-12-31T16:29:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone. have a blessed year.
new year resolutions?? tons of it.

happy happy 2006

2005-12-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

back frm kl.. the trip wasn't too bad but it wasn't as fantastic. kl wasn't as fun as expected. probably cuz i was sick.. i think the better times were when we were on the bus chatting away or in the hotel chatting away. haha.. oh well. it was time well spent with my girls anyway! haha.

went back for cheer right after reaching singapore. cheer's pretty fun. jus quite a pity i dun go for trainings often. think i miss out quite a lot. oh well too. oh well. hockey too. sighs. trainings were on tues, wed and thur. jus when i was in kl. hmm hardly train too. but will still go down on 4th jan 2005 to support!! i like playing hockey. it's fun and all. next year i'll join again if i stay in hall. =)

forgot to declare my major. now will get my modules at like damn expensive points. sucks manz. hmm really shld have declared. now planning my timetable. dunno if i shld take french. i know i have very bad experience with jap lang. but i think if i work hard enough, shld be able to handle?? jus the 6 hours workload is killing. hmmm i can't choose!!! yikes yikes. always wanted to take some european language. my sisters take spanish. and are pretty fine with it. hmm y can't i be the same. hmm. oh well.

ok back to planning time table.. =)

i miss donovan!

2005-12-21T02:15:00.000+08:00

YAY! it's a blast! haha. not bad for the first christmas party i've organized. though there were some screwed ups at the start, it was pretty good on the whole! we bought too much food in the end! so much leftovers. yikes. over estimated. haha. many many many thanks to ALL who came down! hope you guys enjoyed urself and had tons of food. haha. special thanks to those who have helped out by carrying the tables, decos, blah blah blah! you guys were great. haha. thanks to shiping and nat as well! these two girls are great!!! probably the greatest friends i'll find in TH! haha. =)
this is like a kick start for a wedding planner i hope?? hahha oh i wanna be a wedding planner next time. it's occupation of the week. haha.

yawN i'm so so so sleepy now!! jus some photos taken tonight!

on the way to hall!

guest of honour : jinfu

alvin & lulu & me

katanga!

key n me! i had food in my mouth!!

group shot. guess where i am.

very very sleepy. haha

2005-12-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!

don's gonna buy a double bass. it shall be resolution for 2006! learn how to play double bass.

oh and i jus realised i like the word 'bloody'. it can be used for everything.
bloody it bloody can be used for bloody everything! haha bloody hell.

2005-12-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

what a busy week. been busy with work, pru bash stuff and the christmas party coming up in just a few hours. hope the party will be a success. have bought all the food and marinated the chicken wings, need to collect the satays, make the brownies, potato salad and all. hope everything will turn out well. special thanks to mummy and daddy for helping out so much today and tomorrow. haha oh well. i guess parents are really the best things one can ever get. i never thought so, but as i grow older, these feelings bout them are real and true. haha. remember how i always make my mom cry, remember how my dad was so angry with me that he literally picked me up and gave me a good thrashing (my dad never flare up, never.) remember how my sisters cried when i said i wanna stop schooling, remember how everyone was around giving me a piece of mind when i went away for one week. oh well. i am so glad things are much different now. everyone's closer, everyone's more mature, everyone's happier. =)

PRU is madness. haha. marketing is no joke. it's so hard trying to get pple to sponsor. i think i'm not good at it. i really really hope everything will turn out fine for the bash. aarrgghh. so much more to do. so little time.

red mob. it's getting boring. seriously. the wait at MOS was seriously bad. even haikel was so pissed off! goodness. hope there will be better organisation. haha. but thank goodness, last work day is on 31st. will be running from parties to parties. hope it will be fuN! =)

can't really sleep.. tired but hmm. been thinking bout so much things lately. dunno if i shld stay in hall next year at all. seriously reconsidering everything. i guess i dun fancy the idea of having to join activities if you wanna continue staying. i simply can't make the committment. oh well...

i miss donovan. haha was blog surfing and saw key's photos with her king. haha sooooo swweeeeetttt!!! my heart melted! haha kinda. was thinking of how darling key used to come over and chit chat and talk bout everything! haha. she and barry loooook soooo good together. a perfect match. key dear, i'm so gladd things are going so welll for you!! hope things will get better as days pass! jus take one step at a time dearie!! =)

2005-12-14T03:29:00.000+08:00

it's difficult i know.
but sometimes,
you jus have to keep trying
even if it means meeting your doom.

2005-12-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Whoo Whee!!

wut a busy week!! running from trainings to trainings. actually not much jus hockey and table tennis. but there were tons of PRU stuff to do, calls to make, follow ups to do, things to coordinate, clothes to shop for. can't believe how busy this holiday is. haha but i'm glad to be able to work as well. the Singtel Red Mob. I'm an anarchista. someone who disturbs and vandalize pple on streets and phonebooths respectively. the pay is pretty cool too! haha shek haikel and the rest of the red mob are PHAT. haha.. lovelY! dom's working with me too! hope we get to go Ministry of Sound this friday for its opening. it'll be one cool party.

oh to those who even read,

CHRISTMAS PARTY
20th December 2005
Evening till late
Temasek Hall
$10

this is a special party specially for those who wanna come.
BUT RSVP by WED?? cuz we need to settle the food and all. it'll be one fun filled and memorable party in TH. really.

PS: Mango Sale is coming. 15th Dec. EXCITED!!!