over. finally.

dance uncensored 2nd day was good. it was even better than the first day. maybe cuz we were more used to the stage and had slightly more confident. esp the boom boom boom part. post uncensored supper and party was even better. the crazy dancers made a mtv at holland v carpark. it was really hilarious. many many thanks to those who came down and those who didn't. many many many thanks to jacky for choreographing the whole sexy, happy and cool dance. to shuyi who has put soooooo much effort in TH dance this year. many thanks to all dancers who made this week bearable despite projects, tests and late night dancing. like what clara will say, love you many many! haha.

oh well, dance is almost over. last show tonight. at TH cultural showcase. hope everything will be good.


and then it's finally time to start studying. rush projects and all. i'm so tiredddd.
oh was looking through aprilyn's old photos. and found a few pics of myself. me and ping had a very very good laugh at it. check it out.


at ICE conference. me and ping


brokeback kevin and alvin


everyone! after ICE conference


and check out the ultimate. haha the ones me and ping really really laughed about.


A VERY VERY FAT YIWEN!!!! shiping can't believe that was me la!!


a slightly less fat yiwen. hahaha

oh well.. yawnnn.
hope everything will be fine.
somehow, everyone seems to be leaving and drifting further and further apart.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

dance uncensored 2006

first day of dance uncensored! we're not bad after all. according to comments from others and all. i forgot a few steps though. whoops.. but it's a fun day overall. i love dance people.. i love dancing with dance people.. i love watching aprilyn and clara with all their madness during rehearsals.. i really like the toma song. it's cool. watching more dance videos make me feel like dancing more. adrenaline rush. but my stomach's churning cuz of the red bull. yikess. oh well. photos shld be up soon in other people's blog. haha. another day tomorrow. I really must give all my best now. This is like the last dance of the semester besides cultural showcase on thurs.


i love it

a little bit depressed

sigh.

i must be really crazy sometimes

really.
fad of the week: i wanna be a biker chick




and my neighbours are really sweeeet sometimes.. =)

My house

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.


my house!!



got a new cooler from donovan's mom. she's really sweet. i love the new cooler. haha.. thanks barry for carrying it for me!

i guess i just really want to have all the fun in the world
have the fairest skin on earth
have music and art in my life always
spend all my time with donovan
listen to babyface everytime
eat all the things i can in the world without worrying about my weight
reconcile with all the people i have mistreated in the past
dance and cheer without looking clumsy
play all games possible
travel everywhere till the travel bug bites
have dinner with my loved ones
and shop and shop and shop and shop..


daydreaming, once again. haha

it's always like that.

there's so many things in my mind, but i can't seem to jot it down. ayee.
tons of memories from the past. don't know if i should even revisit these memories. from secondary school till now.


anyway, jus came back from supper with shiping and clara after dance. oh my. the new dance is really tough. all the grooving and moving. i don't know if i can do it. damon seemed really disappointed with all of us. ayee. that's bad. tough on him. spent like 2 hours teaching us and got crap in the end. really tough ain't it? yikess. but i do like the dance we're dancing.

had food poisoning a few days ago. vomitted quite a bit. pretty bad. but i am ok now.
thanks to kieng for bringing me tao huay and all.

having marketing project meeting tmr at 12. supposed to wake up at like 9 am to do research. but it's like 5.35am now. another late night. wonder how many of these nights are coming. really need to catch up with my work and all. really terrible man..


i need to try harder.

it's time.

it's time to cut my hair.
it's time to go for a manicure.
it's time to go for a nice spa or massage.
it's time to start catching up with marketing.
it's time to think about things to come in days.
it's time to really start mugging.
it's time to decide if i want to be in.
it's time to spend more time with my family.
it's time to do the pastel painting.
it's time to to focus.
it's time to stop eating so much.
it's time to really really really exercise.
it's time to buy some nice eye liner and other things.
it's time to start checking out birkies again.
it's time to save money!
it's time to stop sleeping at 6, 7 am everyday.
it's time to stop thinking so much.
it's time to really really stop daydreaming.

yikes i feel damn bad now. oh shit.

very bored

freaking hell bored to death. gggrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

end of the world

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world,
`cause you don't love me anymore?

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love.

I wake up in the morning and I wonder why ev'rything's the same as it was.
I can't understand, no I can't understand, how life goes on the way it does!

Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said good-bye.


this is the song for the moment. this is the vonda shepard version. i love this lady. sings really great songs.
think i caught the flu bug. keep sleeping. maybe it's the after effects of dance. so tired. missed sociology lecture due to sleeping too much. yikess.. this really should stop. especially when exams are coming and i'm more free now.

had a great talk with shiping and damon on sunday night. talked bout everything from dance to school to life and love. i love great conversations.

tag replies

key: thanks darling but i missed a few steps here and there. esp for the fight dance. haha. you look stunning in ur new hair!!!

king: my room is less messier now la. haha after all the cleaning and mopping..

ping: yess dear nice talk tt night. somehow i would rather dance all the way, cheer all the way than study study study. i wanna be in a fairy tale. haha. oh remember men are never satisfied. the grass is always greener on the other side. can be our new moto. hahaha

linda: yess i dun mind staying up like everynight jus doing dance!! still suffering frm the after effects! haha i miss ya toO!

Tiente snapshots

Dance Productions - Tiente Be Touched. 9th march 2006.


shiping and i inside MOS

kewei and i outside MOS


Before dance productions...


busy tagging the cloth


aprilyn looking damn sian at the state of our costumes


damned sewing machine


trying out costumes. finally!


clara in step into my world costumes!! hot hot!!

Tiente - Be Touched

Dance productions is finally over. Just like that.
But it was good. Weeks of practising and memorizing all dance steps paid off indeed. Especially the last 1 and a half week. Imagine non stop dancing and sewing costumes from 8 pm till the next morning 5-6am. Imagine all the swearings and cursings aprilyn, clara and i had when we were in the function room ourselves. Imagine the crazy boom boom boom paaa boom boom room boom boom paa things aprilyn came up for step into my world damn late at night. Imagine all the fun and madness. It was almost we were rag costume girls cum rag dancers. The function room was my like home for the last stretch for dance productions and A219 was.. hmm jus like a hotel with soiled clothes strewn all over. This is madness, i must say. but i am glad it happened. I was glad i gave my best during the last week of preparation.

Dance productions was good. The crowd was good. the dances were good despite a few screwed ups here and there. Even selina's bang gang fight dance was not bad after all. I was really excited. Post event party was good as well.

Got back to hall at like 5 am. Cleaned up and had a fun talk with lulu and kevin before going down for breakfast. funny how things had turned out for everyone. relationships are always so complicated. if you like something and the person doesn't like you back, you should not make use of the person anyhow. oh well. it's complicated.

oh well. TH dance is almost coming to an end. i didn't really regret joining dance after all. step into my world and slowly you'll lose your breath and don't cha wish you'll be like me? haha. i really like the dance.

this feels like pageant. it's sad everything has ended. but after a while, again, it doesn't really matter. sigh.

reflections.

this week is really bad.
i never knew things will be like that.
i really really got my hands full.
some things, it ain't what it looks like.
it's superficial.
not seeing anything and
jumping into conclusions won't be any good.
emotional pleas really don't work.
everyone's stressed up.
everyone's got their own committments.
running away is not a solution.
disappointment??
yes. indeed.

this week is really bad.

i really got my hands full.